Lost

I woke up this morning with a feeling of loss and remorse. Im a 25 year old with no friends, a job that I have no idea if ill be able to keep and one I dont really like. My fiance only spends time with me when he wants to get laid. The rest of tue time we plaay games or watch tv or yell at each other. Im blamed for everything that has and does go wrong in our relationship. Im not happy and I never see that changing. My life is speeding by me and I have nothing to s
how for it.

Waiting on authors

There is nothing more fruatrating then getting to the end of a really good book and diacoering tht there is another one, but it doesnt come out until next year. I try not to read a series until all the bboks are out. I get through them so quickly and I just have to know what has happened. Usually I make sure a book doesnt have sequal or more to it before I read it to prevent the problem of waiting for the next one. But sometimes they just sneak into my pile of books to read d then I find myself with the dilema of waiting on the book and finding whatever information I can about it that the author has released. Two years ago I read a great book finding out there was another one and that I wont be out for a year. So I wait and wait and finally downloaded it yesterday (I partly forgot about it after so long but it kept popping up now and again) I finished reading it today and it ended with so many unanswered questions that I discored there is a third book in the series that was to be out in 2010 but sadly hasnt be released yet. I need more patience and authors need to write faster lol

Again

What does one do when everything you say or do is wrong. When you dont say something another expects you to say. Or do something you are supposed to. Im tired of trying to be made into something im not.

Books

nothing is more dissapointing when reading a book and being able to figure out what is going on before the story is even half over. I want a book a that keeps me guessing and one where you cant tell where anything is going or who is after who. Those are the books I love to read and yet they are so few and far between.

Zombies

The one thing that bothers me most would be the idea of the dead rising up and attacking everyone. A virus or bio weapon that turned people into walking corpses and their only thought being eating human flesh. That being said, I love the resident evil movies. I just started watching the walking dead on tv a month ago so im a little confused on what all is going on,but regardless of that I enjoy watching. And but not least I greatly enjoyed reading amanda hockings two books in her hollow series about the world in a zombie situation. all of it is quiet fasinating and disturbing at the same time. Could something like this ever happen and if it dis would it devestate the plant or would it be able to be stopped. after the walking dead there is something on called talking dead or something like that. Ive never been able to watch it all but the other night they had some guy on that was in a zombie academy or something. Ad he was asked Is' he thought this zombie thing could ever happen. And he responded yes, that didnt bother me, lots of people obviously think it could from all the movies and stories out there about it, but what did bother me was the audenince cheered thinking it was a great thing this could happen. Now I'm not to fond of the idea of having to bash in the skull of my friends and family to prevent them from making me dinner and then a zombie. Or the fact of the world being over ran with dead walking people and those few alive having to live in constant fear but her if you like that idea then so be it. I prefer not having to see that though.